I Can't Control Myself Around My Cousin's Wife.

[Gretchen]

[fallinlove]

Is there a tl;dr (too long; didn't read) version of this? On a serious note, if you're always having that urge when she's around, just avoid going near or interacting with her. Also you can talk to a specialist so that he or she can give you tips on how to cope or suppress that urge towards her

[goodlove]

The way you described your cousin's wife makes her look like she's a terrible person. If she's really like the way that you've described her, has it crossed your mind why you're attracted to someone like her?

[lovestudder]

Right, I also noticed that part.

[AlysaBdN]

I think it is because she was lusting on her, it was all just sexual attraction.

[Gretchen]

The way you described your cousin's wife makes her look like she's a terrible person. If she's really like the way that you've described her, has it crossed your mind why you're attracted to someone like her?

This woman my cousin's wife is sooo arrogant. She never misses a chance to point out the fact that I'm much shorter than her. She ALWAYS goes on about how great she is and lists all these things she loves about herself... or she "critisises" herself in an attention seeky way saying things that are CLEARLY good positive things as negative e.g. "OMG I have such big boobs! I can't believe my boobs are sooo big and I hate it big boobs are horrible" She is constantly gazing in the mirror and listing all these things she adores about her appearance. It's just so shallow and superficial! On our family gatherings she often talks about herself.
Every conversation is about her. Also she is upper middle class,stuck up snob. She is completely stuck up, spoiled and arrogant. She acts like she is better than a lot of people. She uses the term "cocktails" instead of "drinks". But i am too sexually attracted to her. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. To be honest the reasons I'm drawn to her are her looks and her clothes. She dresses in mainly form fitting satin and silk fashionable clothing. She is always on high heels and full make up on. She is so radiant and tall and big and soft. On these three occasions when my hands were rubbing her through her satin and silk clothes i got groinal responses. She is objectively very attractive, much hotter than any woman I've ever slept with. I have the greatest trouble thinking rationally when i am around this woman my cousin's wife.

[sexualdepth]

Why can't you just think that she is a terrible person so that you will not get a groinal response?

[Gretchen]

Is there a tl;dr (too long; didn't read) version of this? On a serious note, if you're always having that urge when she's around, just avoid going near or interacting with her. Also you can talk to a specialist so that he or she can give you tips on how to cope or suppress that urge towards her

I avoid her but they( she and my cousin) live here in my area. Also we often have these family gatherings with all the aunts and cousins and grandkids.

[jackass]

Is it possible that you might be thinking what would it feel like to be like her? I'm just basing it on how you described the both of you. If I were you I would follow what fallinlove had suggested before things escalate

[veronIZA]

All I can say is that you try and follow the previous posts most especially the one about talking to a specialist. To be honest, I felt a bit scared for your cousin and consider yourself lucky that she didn't confront you with what you're doing

[SaltBabyFlavor]

Holy cow, what a wall of text this is. I have a feeling that a certain president would think that this post belongs somewhere along the borders of his kingdom... I feel for you, but this is tooo muuuch woooorrds.

[kittycat123]

I just hope that you at least have read it rather than complain about the length of her post

[Gretchen]

All I can say is that you try and follow the previous posts most especially the one about talking to a specialist. To be honest, I felt a bit scared for your cousin and consider yourself lucky that she didn't confront you with what you're doing

Thank you so much for your response and advice. I'm a fool who can't control myself. I'm just so upset with myself. My concern is that I am a bad person for touching,rubbing and groping this woman my cousin's wife. I know that I shouldn't do it but it is difficult to resist the urge to touch this woman my cousin's wife. I love her height and her curvy stature. Standing next to me she looks like a giant. I know this sounds strange and maybe even a bit sick to some. Also she is always dressed in satin an silk clothes which doesn't help the situation.

[Gretchen]

Is it possible that you might be thinking what would it feel like to be like her? I'm just basing it on how you described the both of you. If I were you I would follow what fallinlove had suggested before things escalate

[priority23]

If it has been an issue ever since you're 16 why is that you didn't try to talk to a specialist regarding about it? You're lucky that you can easily get away with it and nobody made a huge issue about it

[hanesy]

Since you've mentioned that you have a silk and sating fetish, I would suggest that you have some of them with you always so that if she's around you, just grab them and rub it so that you will not be forced to be near you

[fashiones12]

So it would look function like a fidget spinner or cube of sorts for her?

[Gretchen]

Since you've mentioned that you have a silk and sating fetish, I would suggest that you have some of them with you always so that if she's around you, just grab them and rub it so that you will not be forced to be near you

[stubbornass]

She might be thinking that you keep it in your pocket or bag where you can easily get it and not actually wear or use it

[1nytstand]

Not really sure that spewing all that hatred towards her doesn't do anything regarding your issue with her.

[Gretchen]

#3.1
lovestudder I am very attracted to this woman my cousin's wife but only in a sexual way. To be honest the reasons I'm drawn to her are her looks and her clothes.With this touchable always dressed in silk and satin woman is about lust, not love. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. I am too sexually attracted to her. I just can't help myself because this is the way that I am, this is how my body react to her and her shiny satin and silk clothes. I love her height and her curvy stature. She is so radiant and tall and big and soft. I know that I shouldn't do it but it is difficult to resist the urge to touch her.

[Gretchen]

[demoomed]

If you want to improve on your looks, I would suggest to find friend who's also a butch and help you have a make over. And there might be fashion sites that cater to your type

[Gretchen]

#12.2
1nytstand What exactly do you mean? Please explain that to me. Please be brutally honest.

[Snugglebear]

1nytstand Can you please answer him already? lol

[1nytstand]

Gretchen I know you know what I was saying.